| Jul. 31st, 2007 @ 02:00 pm (no subject) |
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Hey all, just wanted to say I'm doing ok. ED is the only things that keeps me inline. Like I felt all messed up for a while, wasn't even countin cal. or anything. But now I have a scale and all my diet shit together and I honestly feel better. It gives me such direction and focus so that I actually feel good about myself. There is nothing better than feeling thin. I know I still have a long way to go but not eating for days seems easier now that before. I'm taking hydroxycut again, because It costs extra money and helps me focus, like If is spent all this money on pills and stuff why would I waste it on eating?? So that does help.
AND i just bought a memebership for yoga and it gives you the sexiets bod ever. Its hard work cause you sweat out tons of cal. and target core muscle groups for tiny little supporting muscles. So I like that. and it sure beats running 5k . . . which is not cool. I hate running now, its sad but true.
BOYS suck, and I'm not even gonna go there. Just rememerb all you have to count on is you, and you can decide what's important in you life. ED, is the only thing that gets me thru each week so I feel like I'm accomplishing something.
I'm fatter than ever, but lost 7 pounds last week, so I'm crossing my fingers and actually having fun!! xoxoxox think thin~ |
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